The new entrant

I was finally introduced to my new officemates… whose names I could hardly recall… whehehe
Almost everybody gave me a very warm welcome.  I enjoyed just how wacky and funny they were in several hours that I've been with them.  The PS Group to which I belong is composed of really funny guys.

On the latter part of the day, I need to dwell on the mind-boggling task of turn-over of projects and briefings.
But as a whole, the day was filled with several "Hi and Hello" with matching killer smile ….

Some are serious-looking, but seriously don't look serious at all… whehehe
Wait till Sheggz unravel her true self…. you'll definitely be amazed with how I will transform… Hahahaha

I would definitely love to hang-out with them in the future gimmicks they'll be having.  

My self demand Timang Off for now…

It's 1:59am and sleep never hits me at the time of this writing.

Thinking of how I would start my 8:30am in a while with a more serious and more complicated tasks in my  new job assignment.  I've been thinking of ways on how to integrate what I've learned in MBA with the actual Project Management responsibilities given at hand.

The coming days demand a more serious, a more thinking, a more strategic and a more structured Sheggz.  This has been the usual Sheggz in the corporate arena eversince.  I am most of the time quiet at one corner, busy as a bee, executing my hidden tactics… while my mind is actively working,  my stomach is triple time rumbling…

I am always hungry when my mind works hard… Just this lunch, I ate three cups of rice with adobong baboy and popcorn.  When I went home, I can't help but visit Dunkin Donuts for 4-rounds of mouth-watering donuts…. hehehe

Kulang pa yata sweldo ko sa paglamon…. whehehe

The Greatest Fear

I was faced with this question….

"Sheggz, what do you fear most in life?"

I answered….

"Loss of any of my well-loved family members…. my grandparents and my family… cause it never happened to me yet…. and I pray that it won't happen soon…. cause I can't…."

Yeah… I've been trying to reserve a handful of strength to face this question. That even in dreams, when I dream of death of any one of them, especially my Lolo and Lola, I am usually awaken by wet pillows and goldfish eyes…

That even if I hear the song "Through the Years"… my heart just can't help but to beat for them…..

Too lucky to have them in my life… I am loved completely and even more than what I have expected.  Enough love to make it a lot easier for me to sincerely share it with people around me….

It's being loved completely by them that allows me not to fear giving it all completely with others…. cause i know they are always there to continously pour it over while i'm busy pouring out to others…

And loss of any of them is a missing piece in my life's puzzle…..

The Power of Manu and Agot’s Love

I failed to watch The Power of Love episode of Homeboy where it featured the cast of Pedro Penduko, to which Agot Isidro-Sandejas was a part of.

I saw in the commercial just how beautiful Agot was on her Fairy Godmother attire…. But on top of it was a heart-warming message of Manu and Agot towards each other on how they themselves have been moved by the Power of Love…

A self-confessed Agotian, I never completely liked Manu for Agot at first.  Neither Monsour for Agot, too… I like Rowell Santiago for Agot at that time….

But I'd rather choose Manu for Agot than Monsour….

I never completely liked Manu before mainly because Manu is way too young for Agot….
But only after watching their Sharon episode where the two guested, and heard how he proposed to Agot that I began to really love Manu….

It all started here…. "Agot, gusto kitang alagaan…" or something to that effect….. "Hayaan mong alagaan kita.."

   Image taken from the Official Agot Isidro-Sandejas Website at this link.

I'm so happy that Agot ended up with Manu… and too happy also that Agot can finally testify on how happy she was having met Manu…

Watch the video here..

Here's the transcript:

Manu Sandejas:

Honey, The Power of Love daw…. Lakas ng powers ng love kong yan….  Alam mo kahit ito ang batas (pointing to his heart) sa kanya pa rin yung power… Ahhhh well… kahit anong mangyari in our relationship.. alam kong 6 years na kaming nagsasama as a married couple.. ahmmm siguradong kahit anong mangyari eh tuloy -tuloy pa  yan many many many more years to come dahil nga malakas angn powers ng love ko… eh kita ninyo naman eh "I Do I Die.. diba? Patay…" hihihihi

I know that mapasensya kang babae sa iyong asawa na madalas eh isip-bata… i am a lucky guy. i am blessed I found the woman that I can say that I will definitely spend the rest of my life with.. ahmm and I will spend it happily…

I LOVE YOU, LOVE!

 

Agot Isidro-Sandejas: 

Ah talagang mapasensya akong tao Hahahahaha

No I was just telling him… siguro I think yesterday yon…. Nag-uusap kami tapos sabi ko…

I'm happy I married you.. because parang I can't get enough of you still… di ba may ganon kami na kahit 6 years na ung parang we want to spend the rest of our lives together and we're happy together.

Kasi magkasama kami the whole weekend. I mean, hindi un nangyayari un minsan for the past few months hindi kami magkasama the whole weekend but last weekend, nag-batangas kami and we spent time with each other.  Talagang kaming dalawa.  I'm lucky to have him also.  Masaya akong tao dahil mahal ako at meron akong minamahal.

 

Behind the Video

After making a transcript of Gege's guesting on PDA on 23, I unintentionally typed a name of one familiar housemate in the Search text box of Youtube.  I just clicked the video that appeared interesting to my sight…

To my surprise, I saw one familiar heading and one familiar eyeball picture…
I waited for the video to load… it's a 10:21-minute video i guess…
The video was added last August 01, 2006 but my first time to view it….

Suddenly, I heard one familiar intro of a song that reminds me so much of my dear friend Rowel… that's Beauty and Madness… (actually I heard of it 3x today)…. tears began to fall… not of Rowel alone but because as soon as the song plays, I saw the pictures flashed in the video… I was there hehehe with my favorite pics of the people and friends I've come to know in the past seven months…

It just made reminded me of a lot of things… 
of memories…. of laughters and tears…
of never-ending get-togethers and bondings….
of smiles and smiling eyes….
of rise and downfall…
of finding and losing…

I even laughed at some pics and felt saddened at some…
Because each pic depicts each of its own story at that time it was taken….

It saddens me for a while….
For I can no longer go back to the place I once called home…
and will no longer join in tomorrow's picture-taking with the entire group…
what remains are just memories of friends…
of blooming unexpected friendships that i chose to just leave behind…
of willingness and desire….
of respect won and belief that was lost….

Who will see the beauty in your life….
who will be there to catch you if you fall….

I believe that at the time these pictures were taken….
All is true…
There were pinks…. and no blues….
We were all friends… no strangers….
Happy…. dancing in the moonlight….
Timangs at its peak…. ;-)

Where did it all go…. ?!?

To Rochelle1987…. napaiyak mo ako dun ah  *toink!