You don’t have to worry…

My message to someone else's groom 

You don’t have to worry…
That’s what I’ve always wanted to tell you.
It’s just that I need to take some time now to be okay.
But for sure I will be fine…

Getting married has always been your dream…
Build a good family on a good start.
And I’m happy that it will going to happen soon… in two months.

You don’t have to worry
What I would feel then.
Go on with that event without having to think what I might feel now.

I have nothing in mind but to see you happy
That’s why I intend not to intervene
That’s why I set myself free.

You never knew just how I’ve kept this feeling.
Trying to nurture something that I know will end in the future.
I just want to end it beautifully… because it started so.

Stop the what ifs and the what might have beens…
I owe it to myself… to reveal it and let go of love.
You don’t have to feel guilty.

It’s killing me… I don’t want to constantly dwell on things that I really regret.
Help me in making memories of a great love worth remembering in my whole lifetime.

You don’t have to choose what words to say.
Just say it unguarded.
I will accept.

You don’t have to worry.
Let’s just enjoy life…
Carefree, light and comfortable.
Don’t make it hard…
Leave all the worries behind.
Let LOVE cover up the past.

Chenes! Shing-aling-Poknat