Backtrack

I’ve been trying to backtrack my life from the day I can remember. So I could determ ine how far I have gone and what I have accomplished before I turn 28. And I smiled because I remembered a lot of things when I was still young… 

Eversince… I am a born-dreamer.

I dreamt of becoming a bus driver and the one gives the ticket, a nun, a doctor, a runner, a drummer, a boxer, a pianist, a violinist, a flutist, an animator, a music conductor, a tennis player, a karate expert, an equestrian, a journalist, a missionary, a writer, a scriptwriter, a traveler, a teacher and a lyricist and to be someone who can inspire other people.

And as I look myself now… a long-time software developer, analyst, project lead…
What happened with my dreams? Whehehe

Now it boils down to achieving what I still want to do even if I am no longer young… and this remains…

A drummer, a pianist, a karate expert, a writer, a lyricist, a violinist, a flutist…

In fairness to me (hehehehe), I tried to look for venues for the talents that I know are innate. I failed and succeeded at some points. I smiled every time I hear appreciations for the little things I do especially in music.

I was never and will never be a failure… so long as I have that dreams and the passion to achieve it. My 27 years is never a waste… it’s just that at some area it has been wrongly-managed by Sheggz, herself.

And I always look back to what Mdme. Rodil’s, prediction once shared not to me but with someone else…

“She’ll go places with her dreams…”

What made her say that?  What made me not fulfill that?

A lot of people are expecting that I can be great in my own little ways.
Why am I not making any effort to jump and tumble at the expense of achieving dreams.

At this time, I would want to fulfill a dream I loved the most… become a pianist..

And this November… I’m definite with my first plan to step into Mr. Ryan Cayabyab’s Music Studio. So Rowell could go back to be with me on my piano recital.

Then with my other plan… to become a karate expert under KDA or Gege’s Dojo..   Hayeeahhh!