The worst kind of suffering

If pain must come… may it come quickly.
Because I have a life to live and I need to live it in the best way possible.
If he has to make a choice, may he make it now.
Then I will either wait for him or forget him.
Waiting is painful.
Forgetting is painful.
But not knowing which to do is the  worst kind of suffering.

This was sent to me by Epey last night just before I sleep.  I read it more than once…

I smiled… "Nakakatuwa naman… Parang ako ang nagsulat."

But it's true.. "not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering."