Secret Message

A lady wrote this message to me more than 10 years ago…  

If this would mean anything to you…
I want you to know that I love you.

And up to now, everytime I remember just how these words were written in my notepad, I smile.  How secretly that notepad was given to me and how excited I was to turn the pages just to see what has been written… and how I caught her smiling when she knew that I've read it… and how my eyes got widely opened when I read it…

I least expected that this message will come from her.  Someone everyone admired and respected because of how great she motivated her students to pay attention at the seemingly boring topics she used to teach and how brilliant she shared stories…

I knew right there and then… that there's something behind those words and those actions… the world may not truly understand the reasons behind… but the smiles will confirm that…. "that secret message is successfully sent."

If I say I love you…. do you mind?

The problem is… I cannot tolerate it… No one will truly understand… I am glad to see you finally "OUT" and "HAPPY"…

Sshhh… you weren't judged badly… you were greatly understood and still respected.