The Plans

Majority of my friends who are in the same age as I am are texting me and keeping me informed of what's happening in their lives now and their upcoming plans… mostly are familial concerns, a few on lovelife and career, and mostly on getting married and having babies…

While reading each of their messages, I've been telling myself, "Bakit naman sa akin pa nagconfide… ano namang kinalaman ko sa pagtitimpla ng gatas at pagpapamilya…. hehehe worst… eh ung magpakasal…"

Then, one thing caught my attention… "Ikaw ninang, naisipan mo na bang magplano para naman sa sarili mo?"

Up to this moment, I haven't got any reply to her.  Not that I don't have any concrete plans at all, but it adds more pressure on my part to have it shared and no one will ever be granted.  Been through with my promised obligations, and now I'm happy making plans for myself… and in fact, I am too excited just how life is turning good for me in some aspects of it.  Now's the only time that I become more serious at making decisions and on the consequences that it might caused me and my loved-ones… Whoah!  Is this a sure sign of maturity?!?

I am just starting to live my life the way I wanted it to be…. and that's what it makes exciting and worth living.

For the winning strategy hasn't ended yet…. and there's no point in giving it up without even trying….

As for my Besku….. AJAH!