Reason

“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”

“True friends are the ones who never leave your heart, even if they leave your life for awhile. Even after years apart, you pick up with them right where you left off, and even if they die they're never dead in your heart.”

"We are all travelers in the wilderness of this world, and the best we can find in our travels is an honest friend."
- Robert Louis Stevenson

I just hope they will stumble upon these quotes so I need not to explain why I have to be invisible for now.  These are just too perfect to say what I feel.

Silence is my best known defense at this moment…. for I've been truly hurt … ._. 

Best Gift

Just like Connie, I am way too excited now. If she's happy at just merely singing in front of Simon Cowell, I am equally happy presenting it to my Ama Turing… 

Not for anything else but I am excited to see just how my Lolo would smile upon hearing it.  I'm way too grateful to the people behind this project, not alone for having it published, but for allowing me to present it as a gift to my one and only beloved Lolo, who has always been my #1 fan when it comes to songwriting.  It came just in time for one perfect opportunity.

I am way too excited at how my Lolo would appreciate it and react.  I've waited so long for this chance and soooo happy that finally, at the age of 84,  I found a best gift for him.

Surely he'll be happy for this… the first CD of it will surely be given to him hihihihi  

And I bet… this would be his statement… "Finally, the time has just come…." 

Best Gift

Just like Connie, I am way too excited now.  I'm happy as well. Not for anything else but I am excited to see just how my Lolo would smile upon hearing it.  I'm way too grateful to the people behind this project, not alone for having it published, but for allowing me to present it as a gift to my one and only beloved Lolo, who has always been my #1 fan when it comes to songwriting.

I am way too excited at how my Lolo would appreciate it and react.  I've waited so long for this chance and soooo happy that finally, at the age of 84,  I found a best gift for him.

Surely he'll be happy for this…  

Beautiful Girls

I enjoy listening to this song… especially the end part of it… reminds me of Bamboo's song… that ended up so just like that… hehehe

Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston.

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord…
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 2:
It was back in '99
[ Beautiful Girls lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord…
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal…

Reveals the Human Spirit

“We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit.”

-E. E. Cummings quotes (American poet 1894-1962)

Agree.  Sometimes I tend to lack "self-confidence". And it surprises me every time I hear my friends making compliment at what I do or what I said.  Most of the time I just reply with…. "Ah talaga?".

Not that I don't appreciate the compliment but it takes sometime before it sink in and convince myself… it's good… hehehe … "Delayed reaction of the hypothalamus"…

I just thought of posting this one… I'm looking forward to learning how to trust myself so there's a positive outcome out of that. 

For all things come in one big AJAH! 

Britain’s Got Talent

This is the final's night of Britain's Got Talent.  Connie was the 2nd from the right just beside the winner, Paul.

Simon Cowell:  I thought you were fantastic.  Connie.  I only have question.. was that really you singing…  now we have something important to do…. peers.. what?!

Amanda:  Yes!

Piers: Yes!

Simon Cowell:  Connie you're through to the next round.She was perfect!

http://talent.itv.com

Connie:  All this time, I wanted to sing in front of Simon Cowell. And when he enjoyed listening to me sing, I am very happy.  All I have to remember all the words to my song tonight and that's gonna be hard.  But I'll have to go out there and try my best coz that means I could sing again… and I love singing.

 Connie singing Ben in Semi-Final

The best 6-year old singer in the world

Connie: Sometimes when I sleep I sing in I sleep. 

Mom: when you hear a song in the middle of the midnight it's actually Connie singing .  So it must be a dream.

Dad:She must be dreaming, she's singing on the stage

Connie: When I sing on the stage it makes me feel happy.  I love singing more than anything else in the whole wide world.  This whole competition just feels like a dream and you don't want it to stop.

Everytime I watch Connie singing "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" and being interviewed, I'm always having goosebumps and I find myself in tears… the song, the girl, the dream and her guts never fail to touch the very seat of my emotions… that's why I cry.

I envy her for at a very young age, she knows and is very firm at saying she knows what she wants, she enjoys realizing a dream and is very happy at every challenges she encounter.

It's the conviction on her face whenever she says… "This whole competition just feels like a dream and you don't want it to stop."

I will always be touched by your voice, Connie…. and I will always remember you with your very sweet big smile on stage… I envy your guts so much…. and I'm too happy for you! 

May the best things happen to you now and always….

Piers: you sing beautifully and everyone loves your voice. As you know you are the favorite to win tonight… and it's gonna take something incredibly special to beat you… incredibly special.

Simon Cowell: Connie, I'm very very proud of you tonight, sweetheart. Because you know when you can create this incredible silence when you sing and everyone is listening to every word, I would want to treat you like an adult..  You're a great singer…You've got guts… you're brilliant

Love you, Connie!