I was getting up and down to write a love song but couldn't find the right lyrics that would speak for what i truly feel at that particular moment. Then came Matto's text… "Where're you at? Doin?" and I replied with… "Dorm. Nagdadrama. Ngayon ko lang naisip na mafeel na malungkot pala mag-isa ano?"

She replied with… "Teka.. post-partumish ka dn? Hehehe… It's affecting you noh? M—— date being attached to someone na. Stage lang yan. Bukas timang mode ka na ulit. Si Babsi na ulit iniisip mo."

Lol… True…. my friends are not used to sheggz making drama when it comes to "someone" and "in love".  That's why they don't know when it's time that I am serious at taking this matter…

But it's true… the moment I woke up this morning, the uneasy feeling was all gone.  I even laughed at one incident that I saw my "special friend's wife" in Makati…. and another "special friend's gf" at the dorm. hahaha

Just how I deal with losing… laugh it all out… till you laugh no more!