Their Love Story

I decided to grab the pics of some of my friends who have long been engaged and ended up marrying each other. 

Lenie and Hubby  *  Ayee and hubby   *   Rona and boyfriend

They didn't know that I grabbed this photos for posting.  They didn't know either that I really admire their love stories.

I was just so happy that despite the long years of engagement… 10 years, I think for Rona and her bf while Ms. Lenie and Ayee all started in college… Galing talaga….

When I was just in elementary, I've been a fan of Ma'am Lynette and Kuya Andrew Angkaw's love story.  They started when they were in highschool and been married after so so long.  That's the challenge eh.  You've been around for so long and you commit yourself to fully accept that love they profess…

Ohh.. there's Mdme. Emie pa pala… my highschool teacher… grabe.. 8 or 10 years din sila ng husband nila tapos ayun.. sila din in the end..

Eh inisip ko… kung ganito ang gusto kong mangyari.. kamusta naman.. hahahaha ilan taon na ko nun…

Sincerely, in my heart, I have always high hopes and best regards to my friends who have triumphantly won over the struggles of their relationships… I have nothing but good wishes for you guys!  Panalo!

Mga Batang Bading

The very least you can do in your life is to figure out what you hope for. And the most you can do is live inside that  hope. Not admire it from a distance but live right in it, under its roof. — Barbara Kingsolver

Last night, I watched The Correspondents where it featured the lives of the "Batang Bading".  I saw Karen Davila at some point in time, been teary-eyed at one of the young boy's story.  I, myself, been affected by the young boy's struggle… a closet young gay still hoping that he would soon be accepted by his father not for being a gay but for the good things he will do out of being a gay.

One of the teachers said, they are teaching them to be productive and to be good individuals irrespective of gender preference. 

They care not about other people's rejection for as long as they are wholly accepted by their family.  The love and understanding of the family will always be your headboard… it will always be your strength…

I have gay friends, some are closet, some are discreet, some are open, some are still denying… but for me, for as long as you don't do any harm to yourself and to others, the issue of being gay will always be set aside.

Nagkataon lang talaga na pusong babae ang mga yan… itaktak mo man…. at saang anggulo mo man tingnan.. tao pa rin yan..

Nararapat lang tratuhin at  mahalin bilang tao.  Basta nagpapakatao… at mabuting tao.. kahit ano pa yan… tanggapin mo ng buong-buo.

Banggang Motor

Isang masayang halakhakan ang nagpaganda ng araw ko ngayon.  Habang nasa byahe kami papuntang Ayala, nakita ko ang isang yuping pinto ng isang Toyota Altis.  At doon na nagsimula ang kwentuhang halos ikinahagalpak ko ng tawa.

Sabi kasi ng kapatid ko, pag kotse o van ang bumangga sa yo, ayun pwede kang makipag-away, makipagtaray.. pero kapag naka-motor… wag ko na raw pag-isipang awayin… baka daw kasi, nagmamadaling hired killer yun na armado ng baril o balisong.  Eh di sabi ko… ah ganun… sasabihin ko na lang pala..

"Uy, next time.. ingat ka ha…?  Okay lang to!"

Dinugtungan naman ng kapatid ko nang.. "Baka nagalusan ka… gusto mo meryenda muna tayo? Or treat kita ng dinner…" Hahahaha

Isa pa ulit… "Nag-aalala kasi ako sa sugat mo.. okay lang tong bangga. Don't worry!"

Hirit ulit ni bro… "Sorry ha… nabangga mo ako.  Take care na lang always!"  Hahahaha

Nasa kahabaan kami ng Ayala at puro ganon lang ang kwentuhan namin.  Hindi namin namalayan na ang traffic na pala.. Saya noh?

Sarap ng kulitang ganun hehehe

K2ts Wedding

Grabbed from Joyce's Friendster Account <hehehe>

Oh well… Saturday is the most-awaited time of the year for Jun and Joyce… When I went home last weekend, I saw the pink gown I am about to wear on their wedding… I was startled when I saw it… Been teary-eyed again because another good friend will get married again…. This time, it's my K2ts. 

I read the invitation… and been convinced that … "Totoo na ito.. ikakasal na ang kaibigan ko."

My childhood friend and ka-jackstone in elementary… I've been so glad that I've met Jun and been very vocal to K2ts in telling her that I like Jun for her…

I'm looking forward to this day, too, K2ts!

Shocks… iiyak na naman ako hehehe

Tired III

I was browsing Quotations Page when I suddenly bumped into this quote… and I just feel like posting it in my blog… so in the future when I backread my blog's pages… I will see this and be reminded that somehow my strength is not enough to fully cover some of my life's weaknesses.  And at some point in time, I've been humble enough to recognize this weakness not as a sign of defeat but a manifestation of my being human. 

I will definitely bookmark this page for I will always smile at this…

“I've got everything I need except a man. And I'm not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, but I'm tired of being alone.”

Because no matter how I tried to make explanations for anything…. this has been true at some point…

Tired II

Oh I still feel I am young [at heart] but I am soooo tired of living.  I noticed I felt that early on in my high school days… I am tired of fighting but I had no choice but to fight and win the battle..

And I read this…

“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?… I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”

Tired

Our daily trip from Makati to Quezon City is really tiring.  Setting aside the job we have to do when we are already on the client site.  Thanks to our Manongs for always being so accommodating to bring us back and forth.   You will always see me sleeping and lying on my favorite part of the van… the last seat…. where I could fully stretch my legs and roll over hehehe

I have my own world running inside my dreams hehehe

The rest of the team are sleeping, too.  Gaining the energy that was lost…

“Now if you are going to win any battle you have to do one thing. You have to make the mind run the body. Never let the body tell the mind what to do. The body will always give up. It is always tired - morning, noon, and night. But the body is never..”

This blog doesn't make any sense at all… Just wanna share the joys of Biyaheng BIR hehehe

Think Big

What's happening to Pinoy Big Brother Celebrity Edition 2?  Big Sister to take the place while Big Brother is on official business?  And Big Brother is at the resort de-stressing? hehehe

I got disappointed at how Big Brother, Big Sister and majority of the housemates are behaving in this recent edition… Talaga namang "He makes the rule and he breaks it."

I've always been a fan of PBB from the very first season of it, and it so happened that I get used to the rules of it… the lapel mic, when damaged, is automatically punished with "automatic nomination"… sorry Ms. Yayo… it's nomination not eviction.

The Big Brother I knew on the first season is a lot stricter compared now.  It's hard to be Big Brother… especially when you have to consider all the "think-tanks".  They should be alarmed about the many incidents of voluntary exit… before with McCoy and Ethel and probably Gaby and Gladys…

Do the housemates think that it's not worth it to stay and continue competing?

Two million is two million and experience is but a great experience.  Not to mention the exposure that some of the housemates need.  But how come they chose to trade it over their freedom..

Think big, Big Brother…

T.I.I.S.

Alam mo… minsan, gusto ko na lang sumayaw sa ulanan, habang kumakanta ng kanta ng Itchyworms “Akin Ka Na Lang”… totoo!!  Gusto kong gawin to sa lugar na ako lang ang tao at walang makakakita sa akin.  Yapak at putik ang paa ngunit masaya.

Tagal ko ba namang pinagkatago-tago ang nararamdaman ko tapos ganon lang ang nangyari.  Hindi bale sana kung isa na lang akong kaladkaring babae na hindi na kailangang makonsensya basta maging masaya lang, noh?!  Aba’t naalala ko si Ariel Rivera sa kanta niyang “Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin…’

kasi dumating pa sa pagkakataong kailangan kong manimbang at magdesisyon at panindigan ko ang desisyon na iyon kahit na taliwas sa gusto ko… eh di sana, hindi na ako malungkot ngayon.

Haay naalala ko na naman si Sharon Cuneta habang sinasabi niya kay Christine Bersola ang linyang ito sa “Kung Ako na Lang Sana” na movie… “To hell with the world… I just want to be happy!” <sabay teary-eyed>

Bakit kasi ganun?!  Hindi ba pwedeng ako naman ang maging masaya?!  Hindi ba pwedeng may ‘rewind’ ang buhay at itama ang mga naging mali…. Hindi ko masabing unfair ang buhay kasi ako naman ang may gustong ganon ang mangyari… pero di ba?  Sa kagustuhan kong mamuhay ng normal alinsunod sa tagubilin ng namayapang si Mother Theresa, kailangan kong gawin un… Thankful naman ako kay Lord sa maraming beses na nailigtas ako sa panganib na dala ng kasyungahan…

At Pasko na naman!  Peste… magsisidatingan na naman ang mga alaskador kong mga kamag-anak at mga kaibigan na taon-taon na lang … walang patumanggang magtatanong… “Kelan ka ba mag-aasawa?”  Hindi mo alam kung concern ba talaga sa pagtanda kong dalaga o atat sa lechon o leche flan na ihahanda ko sa reception! Hmp!

Puteks!  Nakagraduate na nga ako sa ‘Samahan ng Malalamig ang Christmas’ pero puteks talaga… mukhang doctoral degree naman ako sa Samahan ng T.I.I.S  … “Tang*** I’m Single” Hahahaha

Levelling ng Mga Katibuan

May natutunan na naman akong toinkable thots handog ko sa mga kababaihang hindi mawari kung sila nga ay tunay na gurlalush o berde ang dugo na gurlalush din ang gusto… o minsan ay gusto lang magpaka-bisexual for experience!

Ayon sa mejo hindi nabibingi kong pandinig… may kanya-kanyang level pala yan.. ayon sa aking bubwit.

Kwatro  – straight na girl

Tres     – nakikipag-on pero siya ang girl sa relationship

Dos      – nakikipag-on pero siya ang guy sa relationship pero hindi hard-core na lesbian na may pag-asa pang maging girl.

Uno      – hard-core na lesbian na wala ng pag-asa maging girl..

Magmuni-muni kayo at ilevel ninyo ang mga sarili ninyo sa mga classifications na ito.  Mas mabuti yun para alam ninyo ang mga gusto ninyong gawin sa buhay.