January 2, 2008

The turn of the year will totally be different from the many years I had. That’s what I promised to myself. Apart from the usual things I do, prioritize and value, there’s more that I need to love and respect… that’s myself. This is the most opportune time to step out, fly free and make something good out of that freedom. I do not neglect the very rare friends I had and the family I’ve come to love… those God chooses to be with me in my journey are the ones I intend to keep… You get tired of loving unworthy people. If getting around with them will just make you feel different, then get your luggage, go out and go back to your world that made you human. You need not to do noble things that others would recognize, but do good, feel good, and be good in the eyes of the One who sees beyond what others see. I never stopped loving. I rely on God’s most reliable and unconditional love to fill in what I failed to embrace and changed for the better. God’s love saves. The winning spirit in me chose to walk away to something more productive and triumphant.
God will always be good even to those who weren’t good.
I already said goodbye to baby pooh, the night I hugged, wished and prayed he would be different from them. May my love and prayers be an angel in disguise, wherever he may be…