Decisions vs. Choice

I’m halfway through with my deliverables for the day.  I thank God for this day that it made me appreciate a lot of things.  The writings on the wall made reaffirmed my conviction that my decisions are all worthwhile.  I’ve been for quite sometime troubled whether or not I made the right choice.  I feel sorry at times I got impatient at not seeing signs of what I’ve been praying.  And at the most unexpected times, these were flashed right into my face.

Printed on a white shirt: “Live your call.  Serve your purpose.  Fulfill your destiny.”

 

The Heartbreak Kid:  “He waited all his life to get married.  Too bad he didn’t wait another week.”

Putting into account what Mojo Jojo shared this morning, “decisions” are different from “choice”.  Decisions vary.  It can be changed and realigned anytime you like it.  Choice is not.  Once you made a choice, you have to put a firm stand towards holding on to that.

I have just started with all the things that will make me feel complete and fulfilled as a person.  I have just started fulfilling dreams and passion I’ve long been trying to achieve.  Now that it’s just right in front of me, my eyes are all set “grabbing it” not just for selfish motives but a need to fulfill one’s physiological need to accomplish something.  Looking back, these are the things that would make feel better as a person.

This is the only time in my life that I know what I am doing and I love what I am doing.  Allow me to enjoy every detail of it.  I am in the forefront of seeing the fruits of my labor.  “I am completing myself… before I make myself worthy to be shared and loved by someone God chooses to be with me for the rest of my life.”

Someone has to say sorry.  Someone has to beg for time.  Someone has to free someone. 

If it’s true love… definitely it can wait…