Fallen Angel

It’s 10am.  I’ve been in my seat for almost 2 hours already and I had done nothing significant aside from blogging.  I had a handful of things to do that need immediate attention but I couldn’t work efficiently. Something’s bugging me making me feel so uneasy since last week.  Uneasy about everything and everyone.  I had to keep it for myself coz it’s nonetheless, a disaster if shared.  On my way back to Manila, i had this in mind…

"God must have sent 3 guardian angels for me pa lang.  One is guarding and the other one serving as backup in case my first angel got pissed off and gave up.  And the 3rd, acting as mediator in case the 2 angels had a quarrel about saving "sheggz" hahaha. While God is watching over us, heading back and forth thinking of how best to conquer me.

Everytime I’m decided to make a 360 turn on my normal track, something has to happen to remind me "I’m on the wrong side" and I need to back-off.  Hmm…

This is one of the usual "rebellious" days that even my friends can’t do something about it except to keep silent and wait till I’m back to my senses.  Want some clues?

• Ignore mode at text messages, chat and email.
• Tigger look when someone bothered to talk to me.
• Whole day music tripping
• Dance alone
• Long round trip alone
• Reject phone calls
• I spend videoke sessions alone
• I watch movie and concert alone

When symptoms persist, better back-off.