Decoding the Word

Had a hard time getting a copy of one tv series that a friend told me I need to watch.  I tried downloading it but to no extent external forces didn’t allow me to even get a glimpse of it. 

Just last night, I succeeded in getting not just one but 4 DVDs of its complete 4 seasons hehehe.  I rushed to get home to start viewing it.  The copy didn’t play hahahaha 

Am I forbidden to see it?

Then came rounds of several attempts and gotcha!  Two other DVDs of related topic didn’t play but the series did! Surprisingly, I found myself surprised!   I was laughing out loud.  It has a good story to tell that not normally discussed in the usual settings.  So delicate actually that not all can relate to it.

It taught me a lot of things towards self-discovery and made me understand why are they behaving as such. Sometimes, its the "longing to be loved" or "something happened bad in the past" that invite other people to try looking out for something that is beyond the normal course. The story offered different scenarios of how each of them led to that stage.

Still, it made reaffirmed my conviction.  I may understand the circle though I am not in it or into it.

It’s just that they have proven themselves enjoying both options.  But still it wouldn’t turn me on… Watching it still strengthens my view of what I’ve long been holding on… just like one of the characters told… "she is responsible for our own actions as we all are…"

I still go for what that would really paint a sweet smile and tickle the nerve. Hehehe :)