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They say it’s love
February 22, 2008
Sometimes it’s the feeling that you are denying yourself that somehow you feel something special for someone that makes my ordinary life a lil happier than the usual. Everytime I am into that phase where I am doubting, I used to tell myself… "this should not be happening.. this isn’t true… I’m not falling for him" blah blah blah. And putting all those justifications that would in any way redirect that admiration into something else…
And I find myself "silently" falling hehehe
I dunno what’s in that smile that everytime I choose to really ignore this … my heart turns always to that man. There’s something in that smile.. that makes me smile sweeter hehehe
♥I Chose To Love You In Silence, For In Silence, I Find No Rejection. I Chose To Love You In Loneliness, For In Your Loneliness, No One Owns You, But Me!♥
♥If enduring pain, braving shame, despising one’s self for the sake of affection and accepting misery without question is the definition of love - then, I LOVE YOU.♥
♥Love is knowing you will spend every day, of every week, of every month, of every season, of every year for the rest of your life with this person, and thinking, ‘This is exactly what I want’.♥
What’s in you? What’s in you?
Php20 Barya
PVP Liner byaheng Ayala. Sa may Quirino Ave. Standing ako. Bitbit ang sandamukal na gamit. Nang biglang may umakyat na isang lalaki. Mejo bahagyang nakayuko at napansin kong parang may problema sa balat. Bigla siyang nagsalita at humingi ng paumanhin.
Dati siyang macho dancer sa sikat na clubs sa Pasay. Binanggit nya nang paulit-ulit ung pangalan ng clubs sa may Roxas Blvd pero hindi ko na natandaan. Sa edad nyang 48, mababakas mo nga na noong kabataan niya, matikas at may hitsura talaga cia. 1980s ang kasikatan nya.
Pero sa paglipas ng panahon, umedad din cia at nagkasakit. Iniwasan na ng mga kaibigan at taong minsan ay nakasama nya. Sa madaling salita, hindi masyadong sinuwerte sa buhay. Nanlimos siya sa bawat isa sa bus. Kakainin na daw nya ang pride nya kesa magnakaw at pumatay. Noong kalakasan daw nya, mapagbigay din cia sa ibang tao, magaan ang kamay sa pagtulong. Ngayon, hindi nya alam kung AIDS or cancer ang sakit nya dahil wala na ciang panggamot.
Binubuhay na lang nya ang kanyang sarili, umaasa sa tulong ng ibang tao. Umaasa daw kasi siyang, naging matulungin din cia dati kaya alam nyang may tutulong din sa kanya.
Abot-abot ang pasasalamat nya sa konting perang natanggap. Sa tingin ko, wala pang isandaan un. P20 binigay ko. Sabi ko, bawi nalang ako pag nakasakay ko ulit cia.
Bigla ko ulit naisip.. kung mabait cia dati at matulungin… bakit ngayon, ganito cia… "Why do bad things happen to good people?
Bigla kong naisip, wala na ung P20 ko. Huling pera ko na nga yun sa bulsa… hehehe buti pa cia may barya… ako tuloy ang naubusan hehehe
The Love he had
Kindly read this, it will surely touch your heart, Nelson.
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
The Cashier said, "I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll."
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ‘’Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?'’
The old lady replied: ‘’You know that you don’t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'’
Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.
The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
"It’s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.
She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can’t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there."
His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'’
My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said: "I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall."
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me "I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won’t forget me."
”I love my mommy and I wish she doesn’t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister."
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. "Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?'’
"OK" he said, "I hope I do have enough." I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money..
The little boy said: "Thank you God for giving me enough money!"
Then he looked at me and added, "I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!'’
"I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn’t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'’
"My mommy loves white roses."
A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.
I couldn’t get the little boy out of my mind..
Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
I couldn’t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
Pinoy Haircut
There was this good old barber in a city in the United States . One day a florist went to him for a haircut. After the cut, he wanted to pay the barber but the barber replied, "I don’t accept money from you. I’m doing community service." The florist was happy and left the barbershop.
The next morning when the barber opened his shop, there was a "thank you" card and a dozen roses waiting at his door.
The following day, a policeman went for a haircut and he also wanted to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replied, "I don’t accept money from you. I’m doing community service." The cop was happy and left the barbershop.
The next morning when the barber opened his shop, there is a "thank you" card and a dozen freshly baked donuts waiting at his door.
On the third day, a Filipino software engineer went for a haircut. He also wanted to pay the barber. But the barber also replied," I’m sorry. I don’t accept money from you. I’m doing community service." The Filipino software engineer was happy and left.
The following morning when the barber opened his shop, he had a big surprise! Guess what he found!
* * * * Can you guess?….
* * * * Do you know the answer yet?….
* * * * Come on, think like a Filipino….
* * * * O, sirit ka na ba?
There were a dozen FILIPINOS waiting for free haircuts ! ! ! ! ! !
Thanks, Emz for this email… ang tawag sa amin nito ay "arimuhanan" hehehe







