The Heart of Stone

I could have asked this question but weighing the consequences of bringing it up had convinced me not to.  "Let it die the natural death".  I just smile when confronted with questions like these.  I am not answerable to anyone except to my God.  My silence would neither confirm or deny anything, but you can’t get through what I really feel.  If I feel the person wouldn’t stand firm on it, then what’s the use of saying.  For someone who values emotional privacy, what’s the source of fighting for it if it meant to be nonsense. What’s the worth of taking risks?  Are you worthy of all the risks?

I remembered a line from a friend … "The feelings are valid but taking actions on that feeling is a different story."

Don’t ask me things you, yourself, cannot answer.  Don’t convince me to say anything, just for the sake of knowing. For anything kept unsaid are much more valuable than all the things I’ve willingly shared. 

Allow me not to figure it out, I’ve long figured it out.  I just know just when a thing must be kept in private.  And just when something has to be shared.

Don’t ask me to trust my instincts, for you don’t know how to value yours.

Don’t share things that would complicate everything and you are not ready to act on it.  Keep it on your pocket.

The world might forget the person that I am but not the extent on which I am capable of trusting and loving.

Don’t break the wall if you’re just after the breaking, you would just break the wall forever that I, myself, would not allow you to enter.

For it’s not worth it to take all those risks… No Me Ames…