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The Choice
April 4, 2008“Choose not to choose for the sake of fairness.” That’s exactly what my heart tells me. It’s not wise after all. Silence doesn’t always have to mean yes, sometimes it’s a subtle way of saying no. Staying away has to mean ending up, it sometimes marks a fresh start. Tears, at times, don’t mean cowardice; sometimes… it has to do with coping and a new sense of courage.
For both choices won’t give me any dose of relief, happiness, freedom, security, and love. Both choices failed in me a hundred times and more. What’s the use of choosing and fighting for people not deserving of your life, love and commitment. For any of those choices doesn’t even have the full courage to fight nor the most convincing answers at hand.
I chose not to choose; I chose to set them both free… it’s not helping if I manage to keep one of them… for any reason at all.
For both is not assessed on equal footing. The one I would want to choose forever… never had the love to nurture the love that’s in me.
If you just believed… and if you just fight for it… I could have chosen you…








First sorry for the words i may said after this and it may not be my place to tell you this sheggz, you can delete this after you read it….but u sucks…and the sad part of it…you include others…how old are you now sheggz…until now you are still full of what IFs…i used to love you and care for you…since college days i kept on thingking why the sudden aloftness..now i having an idea why….sheggz why are you always afraid to commit…are you not tired of waiting? of constant “dissappointments”…dissappointments that you also made for yourself…you may not be aware of it…but on MY point of view you made those blunders urself… you always pride urself to be a good one.. a better one…is that all prejudices only? i still care for you, it may not be as a lover anymore but as a frend…bcoz if you will still rmember we started as one..before u turn ur back to me… i just hope ull find the strength to make a decision and be able to stick to it…regardless what will be the outcome…for i know you will have think of it throughly first…just let it flow sheggz..you will not and can not predict what your future stored for you..be safe..
Posted by KNIGHTWING at April 6, 2008, 8:38 pm