Go Places

"The glory of the world is transitory, and we cannot measure our lives by it, only by the decision we make to follow our personal legend, to believe in our utopias, and to fight for them.  Each of us is the protagonist of our own life, and often it is the anonymous heroes who leave the most enduring marks."

- p.127, Like the Flowing River - Paulo Coehlo

I just had one troubled week that had made me travel to Manila-Tuguegarao and back to Manila without sleeping, as if I was just travelling to Divisoria alone. So troubled that I almost lost my senses and detached from the usual errands… and almost gave up my work.  Glad that I have friends who may have not known the full details but still manage to respect and deal with my silence.
Yesterday before lunch, I was still lying in bed, not bothered at all to go to work.  I tried keeping in touch with my group to check whether everything is in progress.  I’ve been receiving several texts that need careful attention and quick response.  Then I thought, my work is to make things done… and not to halt.  I started to think of considering other options.  It gives me hope and a brighter perspective.  I got up quickly, smiled and felt so excited that I feel renewed.  I cannot just quit easily for it would just create a domino effect… I have to be fully accountable to myself, my work and all the people and things that depend on my sanity and productivity.
I started getting in touch with friends who have been convincing me before to work or study abroad.  I am considering UK, Qatar, New Zealand, Singapore, Dubai, etc. again. 
I cannot afford to disappoint myself from not being productive.  Anyone who knows me from the time I was at kindergarten believes that I wouldn’t be a "trash"… even Mdme. Rodil once exclaimed… "sheggz will go places.."

They saw something in me that I couldn’t afford not to achieve. Go Go Go!!