Time is up!

While watching the advance episodes of Lovers last night, I tend to be a lil emotional on some scenes that in reality had once been so close to my share of love story hehehe.    I cried at the confrontation scenes… and fell in love with the surprises…
I am always curious at how "feelings" started to be "confused" and how someone has to break the silence and confirm whatever it is he/she is feeling.  That’s what I always look after love stories hehehe.. the confusion to admission and taking actions. 

That moment when you began "questioning yourself and even doubting your feelings to the extent of just explicitly giving the reasons why you end up feeling and fighting for it", the constant debates running into your mind and heart, and those moments that made you feel so tense, awkward, scared but happy, knees were shaking and caught in between.. making you weak hehehe.  After making a few flashbacks, I decided to listen to Kitchie Nadal’s “Wag na Wag Mong Sasabihin”.  That song, though, will always remind me of Lovers in Paris, and on how Vivian won over the love of Carlo, it’s something that gives me a strong sense of “something” hehehe.  I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if I’d be for some instance be as patient as Vivian Kang, Princess Lulu, or Doc Jackie in the name of love. (yihee!)…  

Don’t ever tell me that you weren’t given the chance to say it or to understand fully what your feelings are capable of doing.  I have given you so much time…  been always asking… but you weren’t that brave enough to confront the feelings… how can I expect you to fight for me… you never even had the courage to fight for that love… I’ve been there standing… waiting for you to say it…