I didn’t know how

I got this message from Epey.  You hit it right once again, huh?!  While on my way back to Manila, I was thinking of "things".  I learned to erase for awhile what I’ve been thinking and those that I intend to save, but my heart and mind are constantly debating. I want to save something but I know it will never be whole again… and honestly, I dunno how to start it off.  In the end, I agreed at saying "Move on, Sheggz.  Let them live the life they want to be.  You enjoy the life as real as possible… carefree."

It hurts when you lose something very important to you.
It also hurts when you lose it unknowingly.
It hurts most when you wanted to save it…
but you didn’t know how…

Hoping when you read this, you’ll know basically that the message is yours.  And you’ll understand that even without spilling it out, I need not to save anything… for everyone’s peace of mind… for yours and mine..  It might appear unbelievable but I’d learn to love the happiness I’m having now… uncomplicated.
Think as if I just disappeared in your lives.  We’ll carry it on…